I love you all, really.
Thing is I probably don't know as much about you as I'd like to, because, I tend not to do anything.
I mean Jesus, I really don't do anything.
I don't work, I hardly revise, I've got no real hobbies. All I really do is read, do chores and surf Wikipedia all day and get depressed when I see Facebook/MSN status' saying 'doing revision' and I haven't done any. I mean man. It's like you wake up one day and suddenly realise you're nowhere near the person you would like to be.
But I'm going to stop beating myself up and I'm not gonna go on about how tomorrow I'll be an entirely new person because I get a feeling I did a similar thing a few months back. But I will make an effort to organise things and invite the people I want to get to know more.
I mean most of you here are going to university or a different country pretty soon so I best make the most of the time I have with you.
Here's an example of one of my missed opportunities:
NEW YORK 2009
I kind of hoped I could have used that time to be better friends with those of you who went and maybe I did a little bit. But it still seems that you've still got your own little circle going on and I've got my, err, kind of circle, thing, going on and now I'm just feeling lonely and making soppy little blogs about it all.
Now's the time you're going to point out that I really should just do something and not just complain but I don't really know what to organise;
pub (a bit dull I suppose)
shopping (don't really have much to buy)
picnic (weather a bit unpredictable)
clubbing (expensive)
gig (can't seem to find something everyone would like)
theatre (definitely hard to find something everyone would like)
cinema (actually a bit fed up of cinema as it's really the only thing I go out to do now)
bla bla bla winge winge emotions
out
x
5 comments:
Lol, i must've done the "new person tomorrow" thing about 20 times this year. I usually don't realise how much work i have to do until im lying in bed and just thinking about stuff, then i start crapping myself thinking i'll never get it done, but the next day i'm just like "OK i need to get this done, but i'll have an hour break before hand" which ends up turning into 1½ - 2 hours, then something good is on TV, then i have dinner, then i sit down to work and stare at the work for about 30 mins thinking what to do with it until i get bored.
After all my coursework is sorted, which should be after Wednesday, im gonna be out alot more.
Why feel the need to organize anything specific? Spontaneous trips are often the most fun, and a lot less hassle :)
true, but they never really seem to work for me.
I've pretty much finished all my coursework now -so I should have no excuses this week.
Do you think it's creepy that i do the exact same thing as eddie? haha
Don't worry, i suppose everything happens for a reason right? thats what i keep telling myself..
Isolation is a natural feeling at this time of year.
I think.
PICNIC. Good weather soon, right?
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