I love you all, really.
Thing is I probably don't know as much about you as I'd like to, because, I tend not to do anything.
I mean Jesus, I really don't do anything.
I don't work, I hardly revise, I've got no real hobbies. All I really do is read, do chores and surf Wikipedia all day and get depressed when I see Facebook/MSN status' saying 'doing revision' and I haven't done any. I mean man. It's like you wake up one day and suddenly realise you're nowhere near the person you would like to be.
But I'm going to stop beating myself up and I'm not gonna go on about how tomorrow I'll be an entirely new person because I get a feeling I did a similar thing a few months back. But I will make an effort to organise things and invite the people I want to get to know more.
I mean most of you here are going to university or a different country pretty soon so I best make the most of the time I have with you.
Here's an example of one of my missed opportunities:
NEW YORK 2009
I kind of hoped I could have used that time to be better friends with those of you who went and maybe I did a little bit. But it still seems that you've still got your own little circle going on and I've got my, err, kind of circle, thing, going on and now I'm just feeling lonely and making soppy little blogs about it all.
Now's the time you're going to point out that I really should just do something and not just complain but I don't really know what to organise;
pub (a bit dull I suppose)
shopping (don't really have much to buy)
picnic (weather a bit unpredictable)
clubbing (expensive)
gig (can't seem to find something everyone would like)
theatre (definitely hard to find something everyone would like)
cinema (actually a bit fed up of cinema as it's really the only thing I go out to do now)
bla bla bla winge winge emotions
out
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